| Umm, yeah |
[Mar. 22nd, 2007|01:48 pm] |
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Haven't posted here in weeks. Moved into my new place in Whitmore Lake. Divorce was finalized yesterday. That's about it. |
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| Hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside |
[Feb. 28th, 2007|05:20 pm] |
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| | Informatik - Watching You Watching Me | ] |
Court didn't go as I wanted it to. More paperwork to do. 3 more weeks of waiting to be free (legally). I hate this.
I don't want to go to work. I just want to sleep, but I can't. I'm nervous. I'm disappointed. I just feel... low.
He's leaving. I'm not even sure how I feel about that. I'm sad that my family really is falling apart. It's probably better for him to get away though. She's not taking it well. She can't let go. I don't want to be like her. I don't want to need people.
I need to feel something again. The anger has slowly slipped away. Now there is nothing. I'm not mad. I'm not happy. I just am. Numb. |
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| One day to go |
[Feb. 16th, 2007|02:24 pm] |
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| | Panzer AG - Panzer | ] |
My newest niece was born February 13, 2007. Welcome to the (very large) family, Gracie Marie... |
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| Amber Lynn Banks ~ I love and miss you... |
[Feb. 15th, 2007|08:07 am] |
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| | Phil Collins - You'll Be In My Heart | ] |
Today is Amber's birthday. She is 16. Amber passed away February 24, 2006 after a long illness. I know nothing of the afterlife but I like to think that she is in a better place now where she will never be sick again. Too soon she was taken away but in the short time that I was given the honor of being her sister she touched my life profoundly. Amber always had a smile for me, and I will always have a smile for her. Amber, I miss you.
Love,
Your Big Sister, Danielle |
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[Feb. 11th, 2007|09:05 pm] |
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Moving has been put on hold.
I'm sick, again. I felt pretty good last night when I was out and about but as soon as I got home I felt yucky again.
Just a laid back weekend. One more week of working at the hospital and then it's a month-long vacation for me.
Back to Desperate Housewives... |
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[Feb. 6th, 2007|02:14 pm] |
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Major budget miscalculation may force me to stay home this weekend. :( I hate paying bills and I need a third job. I'm beginning to seriously consider a few offers to do extensions. I'll have quite a bit of time on my hands while I'm laid off, which starts in less than 2 weeks and the extra cash wouldn't hurt.
Back to work... |
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| New ink |
[Feb. 5th, 2007|09:49 pm] |
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| | VNV Nation - Standing | ] |
Darlin at American Graffiti in Brighton is awesome. We got a great start on my cover-up done today. The outline is finished as well as the black and grey. Now we just have to add some color. I made another appointment to have that done 3 weeks from now. Once it's finished you'll never be able to tell what's underneath it. :) So for the next week I'll have to go around smelling like A&D ointment. Lovely. I can't wait to get this one finished and start my next one. I'm an addict.
I slept well last night hoping that I wouldn't be tired today, but somehow I ended up falling asleep in the chair. I'm still tired so I think I'll go to bed early tonight.
I went down to the county clerk and filed the last of my paperwork. I have to call tomorrow to schedule the final hearing, sometime in mid-March.
All in all, it was a good weekend. Somewhat uneventful, but I suppose that's a lot better than being a bad weekend. |
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| I want a $1000 brownie! |
[Feb. 1st, 2007|03:36 pm] |
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| | Hollywood Undead - I Must Be Emo | ] |
My car is finally fixed. Turns out it was nothing more than a spark plug that wasn't firing correctly and two crossed wires. Apparently the mechanic that did the tune-up didn't catch it. :( But it's fixed now and she's running like a champ. Wheel bearings are next...
I hate money. Well, not really. I hate when I'm supposed to have it and I don't because... well, I don't know why I don't have it. I'm trying to figure that out. If I'm right though, this is going to turn into a fight. Someone owes me, a lot, and if I don't get what was agreed on then things are going to turn nasty quick, fast, and in a hurry.
Friendly Tip Of The Day - Do NOT attempt to screw over someone who has incriminating pictures of you, especially if you don't want those pictures getting out to the public.
I need to go see Darlin tonight to discuss design possibilities. New ink - Yay!
This weekend better be good to make up for the clusterfuck of a week it's been... |
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| You did that yourself? |
[Jan. 31st, 2007|02:27 pm] |
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| | Rotersand - Exterminate Annihilate Destroy | ] |
There's a very good reason why I don't discuss religion in a work environment. I don't feel like explaining myself at this moment. This is just a reminder to write more about it later and hopefully that will relieve some of the frustration that I'm feeling right now. Either that or I'll just go for a run after I get home... |
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| Thanks for loaning me the arrogance. ;) |
[Jan. 28th, 2007|08:32 am] |
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Awake for 27 hours after only getting 3 1/2 hours of sleep last night, but it was a good night. Did some catching up with old friends, got better acquainted with some new friends and stayed awake for much longer than I had planned on.
Family's gone so I get to sleep in a bed tonight (today). I wonder how long I can sleep for before someone comes home and wakes me up... |
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